Nice Outfits

Kemaren gw ke FO di deket sekolah adek gw, namanya Darmo n Glamour. Sebenernya seh awalnya cuma pengen nemenin mama aja belanja baju, karna katanya baju2 uda pada sempit semua gitu deh. Gw juga ga terlalu gimana2 kalo ke FO, palingan cuma liat2 aja. Karna kalo masalah fashion, gw ga terlalu up to date. Secara gw orangnya males ngikut2 trend, ntar malah jadi samaan ma orang laen yang make baju ngetrend juga. Gw juga kan senengnya pake baju yang nyaman ama gw. Gw baru dapet 'angpao' dari seseorang, tapi ga pngen belanjain tu duit, karna gw rencana mo nabung buat jalan2 ke Jakarta. Gitu loh!

Sayang seribu sayang, mata gw nemu kaos yang gambarnya unik n warnanya keren: item-merah. Warna paduan favorit gw tuh. Harganya juga ternyata lagi sale kata Mbak-nya, cuma 18rebu, man. Dalem otak, gw uda bayangin kalo gw pake kaos itu pas jalan2 naek motor Revo gw yang warnanya juga merah-item pasti bakal keren banget tuh. Wah, langsung deh tu kaos gw gebet, gw ambil tas belanja terus langsung masukin tu kaos ke tas itu. Nah udah deh, gw dah puas.

Eh tiba2 emak gw manggil dari arah 'wilayahnya' kemeja2 longgar panjang, langsung deh gw ksana. Biasa lah, emak gw mo nanya bajunya cocok ato nggak sama emak gw. Ya gw jawab apa adanya lah, ada yg cocok n ada juga yang warnanya terlalu norak n blablabla. Tiba2 mata gw nemu barang bagus lagi. Gokil, gw ga pernah se'pengen belanja'nya kayak gitu. Udah lama tu kemeja kayak gitu gw cari2. Waktu itu gw cari tu kemeja karna gw pengen kayak Chester Bennington (idola gw, lead vocalist nya Linkin Park yg suka pake kemeja yang kancingnya dibuka tapi dalemnya ada kaosnya). OOOOOO MY GOD! Gw langsung liat2 warnanya gitu n ada yang warnanya merah-item, harganya juga 56rebu. Wew tambah selera dah gw. Langsung gw tarok lagi di tas belanja gw. Seneng banget gw. Langsung deh gw muter2in tu FO, manatau ada barang bagus lg.

Ternyata oh ternyata, gw nemu lg jaket kulit pas badan. Wahahahhahahaa. kuereeeeenn rek. Warna item gitu, tapi harganya 112rebu, mana boleh gw beli harga sgtu pake duit sendiri, mana gw mo nabung lagih. Huh, akhirnya gw mengurungkan niat ngebeli tu jaket. Mudah2an sih kapan2 bisa ksana lagi buat beli tu jaket n ngarep supaya stoknya kaga abis. AMEN.

Pulang2, gw kesenengan n langsung nyobain baju2 yang gw beli. Pertama yang kaos dulu tuh, wadow keren banget dah. Yang terakhir, yang kemeja tu yang gw cobain, wew, asiknya, bodi gw jadi kurus kalo make tu kemeja, keren banget. Mantep dah kalo gw duet maut ama Chester! Huakakakakak. Rencananya seh, minggu ini pas ke gereja gw mo make tu baju. Hahhahaha. Udah gtu ngiter2 deh mamer pake sepeda motor. Duh ga kebayang deh akh.

Malemnya, maybe gara2 seneng banget, jadi kebawa mimpi gtu deh pake tu kemeja, terus gw kayak ngamen2 di sekitar kompleks rumah gw yang sekarang gitu ama temen2 gw yang cowok semua gtu (gamau sebut nama2nya), gw jadi seneng banget gtu deh. Eh tiba2 gw ngeliat si cowok bule yang gw sukain sekarang itu lho (blom tau siapa namanya). Terus tiba2 dia lari2 ngedatengin rombongan gw n bilang gini ke gw,"he, kemejaku kok kamu pake sih?" Ih gw langsung berantem gitu sama dia tapi pake bahasa yang gw aja kaga ngerti. Wkwkwkwk. Eh ternyata ada 1 cowok yang ikut rombongan, tapi gw ga kenal, yang nyuri kemeja si bule. Dia ngluarin dr tasnya gtu deh, n trnyata kemeja nya emang sama kayak yang gw pake. Aneh yo mimpine?

Semoga gw bisa balik lg ke tu FO n ngebeli tu jaket+kemeja yg warnanya lain lg.
AMEN
Wahahhhaa, sekian dan terima kaseh.

Disciples Switch - Di Saat Badai

LINGKUPIKU DENGAN SAYAPMU
NAUNGKIKU DENGAN KUASAMU

Chorus:
DI SAAT BADAI BERGELORA
KUAKAN TERBANG BERSAMAMU
BAPA KAU RAJA ATAS S'MESTA
KUTENANG SBAB KAU ALLAHKU

1ST VERSE
SEJUKNYA HATI BILA DEKAT DENGAN NYA
DIRIKUPUN TERBUKA UNTUK DENGAR FIRMAN NYA
KASIHNYA,MELEBIHI DARI APAPUN
ENGKAU PANTAS DI SEMBAH DIRIMU MAHA PENGAMPUN
PERASAAN GUNDAHKU SEMUANYA KU TEPIS
SAAT DIRIKU DI GODA OLEH IBLIS
SEMANGAT JUANGKU TAK AKAN PERNAH TENGGELAM
WALAU GODAAN DATANG UNTUK MENCEKAM
BAGAIKAN KARANG DITENGAH SAMUDERA
TEGAK BERDIRI WALAUPUN TAK MUDAH
KUBERSERAH ARAHKAN PANCA INDERA
KUYAKIN DIA BUAT S'GALANYA INDAH
WHEN I HEAR THE SOUND I KNOW HE'S AROUND
I KNOW I WAS LOST BUT NOW I'M FOUND
WHEN I PUT MY HANDS UP MY KNEES ON THE GROUND
HE SENDS HIS ANGELS TO CALM ME DOWN

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2ND VERSE
ENTAH BERAPA KALI KUDILANDA BADAI
BERAPA KALI KU TERIKAT DAN DIRANTAI
OLEH BELENGGU KEHIDUPAN FANA MANUSIA
DAN KADANG KUCARI SOLUSI YANG SIA SIA
KAU DATANG PADAKU KAU ANGKAT TANGANKU
KAU BAKAR KEKERASAN HATI DAN ANGKUHKU
DAN KU TERBANG TINGGI JAUH DI ANGKASA
BAGAIKAN BERDIRI DI ATAS PUNDAK RAKSASA
THATS WHY ARANSEMEN LAGU INI GEMBIRA
THATS WHY KEDAMAIAN KUPUN TAK TERKIRA
KARENA DALAM SUKACITA KAU ADA
BAHKAN DALAM DUKACITA KAU PUN ADA
KAU HADIR DI TINGGINYA GUNUNG ANGKASA
KAU HADIR DI DASAR LEMBAH KAU PERKASA
BADAI PASTI BERLALU KAU KAN ADA SELALU
LINGKUPI SEPANJANG HIDUPKU AKU TERHARU

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Disciples Switch - Switch

CHORUS:
NOW SWITCH! THE WAY I SEE MY LIFE
NOW SWITCH! THE WAY I LIVE MY LIFE
NOW SWITCH! THE WAY YOU SEE MY MUSIC
IT’S HIP HOP WE DON’T STOP!

1ST VERSE
MUSIK SAMA TAPI TAK SERUPA
KU TELAH DIBAHARUI AKALKU TELAH BERUBAH
DAN TAK TERLUPA, DI SAAT BERSUKA
BAHWA DOSAKU, TELAH DIBAYAR NYAWA DAN LUKA
BILA DULU KU BERJALAN DI LAIN JALUR
SEMAKIN LAMA PANDANGANKUPUN SEMAKIN KABUR
TAK TERATUR, KARENA TERLANJUR HANCUR
SAAT KU, SWITCH POSISI, TERNYATA MANJUR
SADAPP, SEMAKIN MANTAP AKU MENATAP
MASA DEPAN PASTI TAK LAGI MERATAP
UBAH PARADIGMA JALAN PIKIR SEMAKIN TANGGAP
MULUT TAK LAGI GAGAP TAK LAGI MANGAP
YOEY SEMAKIN LAMA PUN SEMAKIN OKEY
KALAU DULU GAMPANG TERGODA SEKARANG NO WAY
BAGAI MATADOR SIGAP MENGHINDAR OLE!
HURU HARA TERHARU BERUBAH JADI HORE

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2ND VERSE
FOR 28 YEARS I BEEN LIVIN MY LIFE
IN A GREAT FEAR I KNOW I'VE FAILED TO REALIZE
THOUGH I AM GOD'S NUMBER 1 CREATION
BUT I BEEN GOIN TO DA WRONG DIRECTION
KUSANGKA DULU HIDUPKU SUDAH BENAR
TERNYATA JALAN HIDUPKU SUNGGUH CEMAR
TETAPI OLEH, PEMBAHARUAN BUDIKU
KULURUSKAN JALAN YANG, DULU BERLIKU
AND NOW I CAN SEE CLEARLY
THAT HE HE LOVES ME DEARLY
NOW I'M GONNA SING I'M GONNA DANCE
THAT HE HAS GIVEN ME A SECOND CHANCE
TUHANKU RAJAKU MY LORD AND MY KING
TOGETHER WIT MA CREW I WILL RAP AND SING
KEARAH MAHKOTAMU TANGANKU MERAIH
BERKAT PERTOLONGANMU HIDUPKU PUN BERALIH

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Disciples Switch - Above The Influence

CHORUS:
THEY ALWAYS TRY SO HARD TO MAKE YOU FOLLOW SOME NEW TRENDs
THEY ALWAYS TRY TO TRICK YOU FALL IN THE SAME HOLE AGAIN
BUT NOW YOU LET THEM KNOW, THAT YOU’RE ABOVE THE INFLUENCE
APAPUN GODAAN KAU KAN SELALU TETAP KUAT TAK TERPENGARUH

1ST VERSE
DUNIA BILANG BEGINI KEREN
DUNIA BILANG BEGITU NGETREND
KAYA BEGINI BARU PATEN
MAKE ITU BARU BEKEN
DEMI MENGEJAR POPULARITAS
KADANG KITA KORBANKAN IDENTITAS
SUNGKAN TERHADAP TEMAN-TEMAN
KAUPUN TERIKAT PELAN-PELAN
YANG INI ENAK, NGGAK BAHAYA
COBA AJA, KALAU GA PERCAYA
DARI YANG PALING RINGAN
YANG LAINPUN BERIRINGAN
DARI MENGHISAP ASAP DAN ABU
BERLANJUT KE GANJA PUTAU SABU
SEMUA DICOBA SATU-SATU
SEMAKIN DALAM KAU TERJATUH

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2ND VERSE
MAJALAH TABLOID DAN TELEVISI
SALING BERLOMBA BERKOMPETISI
MENCUCI DAN MEMBELENGGU OTAK
NURANI MERONTA DAN BERONTAK
HAVE FUN KAGA PERLU TIPSY
SEPERTI YANG DI TIVI-TIVI
GA ASYIK? HAHA BODO AMAT
YANG PENTING NYAWA GUE SELAMAT
ALKOHOL SEX DAN NARKOBA
KAGA ASYIK KALO LO GA NYOBA
BELUM TELAT UNTUK BEROBAH
KALO OD, GIMANA COBA
BAYANGIN, YANG JUALAN UNTUNG
YANG MENGKONSUMSI MALAH BUNTUNG
MASA DEPAN, UANG TERBUANG
STAY ABOVE THE INFLUENCE, BERJUANG

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3RD VERSE
BAGAIMANAKAH CARANYA AGAR AKU BISA
BERJALAN MELAWAN ARUS DUNIA YANG ADA
KARENA BERULANG-ULANG KU TERGODA TUK KEMBALI

PERTAMA PASTIKAN, KAU MAU
UNTUK BERUBAH, DAN MENJAUH
KEDUA INGAT MASA DEPAN MU
LUPAKAN SOLIDARITAS SEMU
KETIGA PUSATKAN AKTIFITAS
POSITIF AGAR TAK KENA IMBAS
TERAKHIR SERAHKAN PADA TUHAN
LEBIH DARI SEMUA YANG KAU BUTUHKAN

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Disciples Switch - Itu Namanya Cinta

Chorus:
Tak hanya meminta dan tetap setia
Walau menderita (baru) itu namanya cinta

Coba tebak tema lagu apa yang paling laku
Bikin lancar lo ngeluarin kocek dari saku
Pasti gampang disebutin tanpa diminta
Cinta, satu kata, begitu indah
Tapi kok ah ah ah tambah parah
Lagu-lagu cinta kok kayak hilang arah
Sekilas liriknya kisah cinta membara
Lama-lama kok nafsu tegak bagai menara
Banyak sih pendengar pintar, kuat dan tabah
Tapi bocah bocah jadi diajarin ngelaba
Kalo cinta beneran jangan raba-raba
Musisi sejati kagak cuman cari laba
Bukannya mau songong sok paling tahu
Ada juga perut gue kayak kembang tahu
Boss, kalo cinta tuh kayak perahu
Pikirin baik baik sebelum buang sauh

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Kadang lagu memang bisa membius
Apalagi ngomongin cinta yang serius
Orang-orang pun dibuat tergila-gila
Jadi lebih hapal lagu dari pancasila
Katanya wanita, eh... racun dunia
Katanya cinta, eh... boleh mendua
Gimana sih... kok jadi begitu
Mau aja jadi yang kedua lo ketipu
Di lagu, jujur nggak lagi berlaku
Pada selingkuh dengan kekasih gelapku
Arena musik kok semakin unik
Pelakunya juga pada nyentrik-nyentrik
Rambut miring udah kayak hordeng warteg
Gaya pas-pasan tampang bleketek
Bukan berarti gue sok kecakepan
Tapi kalo pegang mike ah... mematikan

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Cinta lima huruf dua suku kata
Tapi dahsyat jangan pandang sebelah mata
Cinta suci satukan perbedaan
Cinta murni tentramkan perasaan
Cinta sejati memberi dengan tulus
Nggak pake pamrih apalagi akal bulus
Meski disakiti tetap jalan terus
Walau jalan hidup tidak selamanya mulus
True love gives more than it takes
Love forgives all your mistakes
Tidak angkuh, dendam dan cemburu buta
Kelembutannya, uh... sembuhkan luka
Love is patient love is kind
Never ends till the end of time
Bila demi cinta seorang rela mati
Maka pasti itulah cinta sejati

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Disciples Switch - Thank U

Tersentak ku saat bangun menyadari
Gelap malam telah diganti terang mentari
Ada kesegaran yang tak terkatakan
Damai sejati kurasakan
You provide me with the air I breathe
And You give me strength to stand on my feet
Ku berlari-lari mencoba ku cari-cari
And finally I say, t'rima kasih
Kurasakan hariku saat ini begitu indah
Saat kubuka mata dan mulai berdoa
Terima kasih atas semua yang Kau berikan
Inilah syukur yang aku banggakan
Dan kuingin Kau tahu
Dan kupuji namaMu
Dengan segenap hatiku
Hidupku hanya bagiMu

Kes'lamatan, kedamaian, kepastian 'kan masa depan
For my family, for my everything,I thank You, I thank You
(Thank You 3X)

Tak hanya hal yang indah di dalam hidup
Tak hanya manisnya madu yang bisa kuhirup
Segenap hal yang jatuhkan dan rugikan
Jalan berbatu pun tak kupusingkan
Kerasnya dunia kadang buat kita lemah
Problema, p'ristiwa datang melanda
Tapi semua pasti akan berlalu
Karena kupercaya Dia selalu menyertaiku di setiap langkahku
Penghiburan bagi ratapku
Ketenangan dalam namaMu
Ku 'kan aman bersamaMu
Not only in good times, also in the bad times
God is good, yup, all the time
Numero uno, nomor satu Sang Mesias
I thank You so, muchas gracias

Kes'lamatan, kedamaian, kepastian 'kan masa depan
For my family, for my everything,I thank You, I thank You
(Thank You 3X)

Linkin Park - Little Things Give You Away

Water gray through the windows, up the stairs

Chilling rain, like an ocean everywhere

Don't want to reach for me, do you?

I mean nothing to you

The little things give you away

And now there will be no mistaking

The levees are breaking

All you've ever wanted

Was someone to truly look up to you

And six feet under water, I do

Hope decays, generations disappear

Washed away, as a nation simply stares

Don't want to reach for me, do you?

I mean nothing to you

The little things give you away

But now there will be no mistaking

The levees are breaking

All you've ever wanted

Was someone to truly look up to you

And six feet under water, I do

All you've ever wanted

Was someone to truly look up to you

And six feet under ground now, I

Now I do (The Little Things Give You Away)

(All you ever wanted was someone to truly look up to you)

Menyedihkan Sekali

(punya masalah sendiri, bikin tips sendiri)

-Melihat sesuatu yang amat sangat menjijikan
tips: tereak dalem ati: NAJESSHH! AMIT-AMIT! UNTUNG GW GA KEA GETO!, sabar, ga usah diinget-inget

-Menghadapi orang yang alay
tips: tereak dalem ati: DOH, NAJIS BANGET SEH NEH ORANG, KAGA TAU APE GW PENGEN MUNTAH NGELIATE? TOLOOOOONNGG, cuek, jangan ngikut jadi alay, pegang teguh pendirian

-Menyukai seseorang yang sebenarnya tidak termasuk kriteria sederhana dari orangtua
tips: mati2an bayangin kalo mukanye kea ALAY menjijikan, inget kejelekan2nya, sante, jangan berlarut-larut sukanye, usaha nyari yang laen ae

-Memiliki banyak tugas (untuk yang sekolah, kalo yang kerja gada urusannye ame gw)
tips: sebaiknya kerjain tu tugas secepetnya, kalo ada waktu luang ya utamain tugasnya lah, atau kalo kepepet ya nyontek ae di sekolah ape susahe seh?

-Lagi ngebet pengen punya sesuatu (mis: motor)
tips: ngarep2, nabung, atau yaa minta ae lah ama bonyok lo susa amet

-Pengen ke suatu kota/tempat yang amat sangat dirindukan
tips: bikin planning dolo, nabung, liat foto-foto lo waktu lo ke tempat itu, cari waktu yang tepat

-Merindukan orang-orang tersayang (tante, om, sobat, orang keren, ortu, sepupu, kakek, nenek, buyut, sodare, dsb)
tips: komunikasi lewat sms tlp fb dsb, liat fotonye, liat kenang-kenangannye, dll

-Punya pendapat yang berbeda sama suatu kaum mayoritas
tips: meski kaum minoritas jangan desperate deluan, kuarin pendapat lo, atau lo maki2 dalem ati: DOH! SELERANYA ANEH BANGET SEH, GA LEVEL, NAJONG, WAJIB DIBASMI, jangan dipikirin, kalo kalah ya pasrah ae gimanapun uda jadi keputusan bersama, yang penting jau di lubuk ati paling dalem kan ga suka n bukan lo banget, sabar itu cuma sementara

-Pengen lari dari sekolah
tips: jangan lari mending kabur ae, atau tetep sabar duduk di kelas, isengin para alay, gila2an sendiri, godain orang2 geblek, nyanyi2, dll

Nb: Jangan lupa di tiap masalah minta pertolongan dolo ama Tuhan.

buaaaaaaaaannnnyaaaakkk yang mao gw tulis tapi tar2 ae dah, pegel gilak nulisnye.

Paramore - That's What You Get

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.

It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.

And why do we like to hurt so much?

I can't decide

You have made it harder just to go on

And why, all the possibilities, well I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.

And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.

'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.

I still try, holding onto silly things, I never learn

Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)

And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Pain make your way to me, to me.

And I'll always be just so inviting.

If I ever start to think straight,

This heart will start a riot in me,

Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?

Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa!

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,

And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Linkin Park - Hands Held High

Turn my mic up louder,I got to say somethin.

Lightweights steppin' aside,when we comin.

Feel it in your chest,the syllables get pumpin.

People on the street,they panic and start running.

Words on loose leaf,sheet complete coming.

I jump on my mind,I summon the rhyme of dumping.

Feeling the blind,I promise to let the sun in.

Sick of the dark ways,we march to the drumming.

Jump when they tell usthey want to see jumping.

Fuck that, I want tosee some fist pumping.

Risk something. Take back what's yours

Say something that you know they might attack you forcause

I'm sick of being treatedlike I have before.

Like it's stupid standing forwhat I'm standing for.

Like this war is really justa different brand of war.

Like it doesn't cater to the richand an abandoned the poor.

Like they understand youin the back of the jet,

When you can't put gas in your tank.

These fuckers are laughing their way

to the bank and cashing their chequeasking you to have compassion and to have some respect.

For a leader so nervousin an obvious way

Stuttering and mumblingfor nightly news to replayand the rest of the world

watching at the end of the dayin the living room laughing

like what did he say?

Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen

In my living room watching,But I am not laughing.

'Cause when it gets tense,I know what might happen.

The world is cold,The bold men take action.

Have to react,To getting blown into fractions.

10 years old is something to see,

Another kid my age dragged under a jeep,

Taken and bound and found later under a tree,

I wonder if he even thought the next one could be me.

Do you see? The soldiers that are out today.

That brush the dust with bulletproof vests away.It's ironic.

At times like this you pray,But a bomb blew the mosque up yesterday.

There's bombs in the buses, bikes, roads,inside your markets,your shops, your clothes,

My dad, he's got a lot of fear I knowbut enough pride inside not to let that show.

My brother had a book he would hold with pride

A little red cover with a broken spine.

In the back he hand wrote a quote inside,when the rich wage war, it's the poor who die.

Meanwhile, the leader just talks away

Stuttering and mumblingfor nightly news to replayand

the rest of the worldwatching at the end of the dayboth scared and angry

like what did he say?

Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen.

With Hands Held High into a sky so blue

as the ocean opens up to swallow you.

6x

Linkin Park - Forgotten

From the top to the bottom

Bottom to top I stop

At the core I’ve forgotten

In the middle of my thoughts

Taken far from my safety

The picture is there

The memory won’t escape me

But why should I care

From the top to the bottom

Bottom to top I stop

At the core I’ve forgotten

In the middle of my thoughts

Taken far from my safety

The picture is there

The memory won’t escape me

But why should I care

There’s a place so dark you can’t see the end

(Skies cock back) and shock that which can’t defend

The rain then sends dripping / an acidic question

Forcefully, the power of suggestion

Then with the eyes shut / looking though the rust and rot

And dust / a spot of light floods the floor

And pours over the rusted world of pretend

The eyes ease open and its dark again

From the top to the bottom

Bottom to top I stop

At the core I’ve forgotten

In the middle of my thoughts

Taken far from my safety

The picture is there

The memory won’t escape me

But why should I care

In the memory you’ll find me

Eyes burning up

The darkness holding me tightly

Until the sun rises up

Moving all around / screaming of the ups and downs

Pollution manifested in perpetual sound

The wheels go round and the sunset creeps behind

Street lamps, chain-link and concrete

A little piece of paper with a picture drawn floats

On down the street till the wind is gone

The memory now is like the picture was then

When the paper’s crumpled up it can’t be perfect again

From the top to the bottom

Bottom to top I stop

At the core I’ve forgotten

In the middle of my thoughts

Taken far from my safety

The picture is there

The memory won’t escape me

But why should I care

2x

In the memory you’ll find me

Eyes burning up

The darkness holding me tightly

Until the sun rises up

Now you got me caught in the act

You bring the thought back

I’m telling you that

I see it right through you

7x

In the memory you’ll find me

Eyes burning up

The darkness holding me tightly

Until the sun rises up

In the memory, you will find me

Eyes burning up

The darkness holding me tightly

Until the sun rises up

Linkin Park - Runaway

Graffiti decorations

Under a sky of dust

A constant wave of tension

On top of broken trust

The lessons that you taught me

I learn were never true

Now I find myself in question

(They point the finger at me again)

Guilty by association

(You point the finger at me again)

I wanna run away

Never say goodbye

I wanna know the truth

Instead of wondering why

I wanna know the answers

No more lies

I wanna shut the door

And open up my mind

Paper bags and angry voices

Under a sky of dust

Another wave of tension

Has more than filled me up

All my talk of taking action

These words were never true

Now I find myself in question

(They point the finger at me again)

Guilty by association

(You point the finger at me again)

I wanna run away

Never say goodbye

I wanna know the truth

Instead of wondering why

I wanna know the answers

No more lies

I wanna shut the door

And open up my mind

I'm gonna run away and never say goodbye

(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)

I'm gonna run away and never wonder why

(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)

I'm gonna run away and open my mind

(gonna run away/mind gonna run away gonna run away/mind mind gonna run away mind gonna run away/mind gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away/mind)

I wanna run away

Never say goodbye

I wanna know the truth

Instead of wondering why

I wanna know the answers

No more lies

I wanna shut the door

And open up my mind

I wanna run away and open up my mind

I wanna run away and open up my mind

I wanna run away and open up my mind

I wanna run away and open up my mind

Linkin Park - Papercut

Why does it feels like night today?

Something in here’s not right today

Why am I so uptight today?

Paranoia’s all I got left

I don’t know what stressed me first

Or how the pressure was fed / but

I know just what it feels like

To have a voice in the back of my head

It’s like a face that I hold inside

A face that awakes when I close my eyes

A face watches every time I lie

A face that laughs every time I fall(And watches everything)

So I know that when it’s time to sink or swim

That the face inside is hearing me / right beneath my skin

It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back

It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head

It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within

It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin

I know I’ve got a face in mepoints out all the mistakes to me

You’ve got a face on the inside too and

Your paranoia’s probably worse

I don’t know what set me off first but I know what I can’t stand

Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is

I can’t add up to what you can but

Everybody has a face that they hold inside

A face that awakes when they close their eyes

A face watches every time they lie

A face that laughs every time they fall(And watches everything)

So you know that when it’s time to sink or swim

That the face inside is watching you too / right inside your skin

It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back

It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head

It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within

It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin

It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back

It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head

It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within

It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin

the face inside is right beneath my skin

the face inside is right beneath my skin

the face inside is right beneath my skin

The sun goes down

I feel the light betray me

The sun goes down

I feel the light betray me

The sun....

It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back

It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head

It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within

It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin

I feel the light betray me

The sun.....

It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back

It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head

It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within

I feel the light betray me

It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within

It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within

It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

Westlife - What Makes a Man

This isn't goodbye

Even as I watch you leave

This isn't goodbye

I swear I won't cry

Even as tears fill my eyes

I swear I won't cry

Any other girl I let you walk away

Any other girl I'm sure I'll be okay

*

Tell me what makes a man wanna give you all his heart

Smile when you're around and cry when you're apart

If you know what makes a man wanna love you the way I do

Girl you gotta let me know so I can get over you

What makes us so right

Is it the sound of the laugh

That look in her eyes

When do you decide

She is the dream that you see

That falls in your life

And you'll apologize no matter who was wrong

You'll get on your knees if that would bring her home

Back to *

Other girls that come along they always knew

What's the point when all I ever want is you

Tell me...

Back to *

Westlife - Written In The Stars

Stay with me dont fall asleep too soon,

the angels can wait for a moment

Come real close, forget the world outside,

tonight we're alone its finally you and I

[Bridge]

It wasnt meant to feel like this, not without you

[Chorus]

Cause when I look at my life, how the pieces fall into place

it just wouldnt rhyme without you

When i see how my path seems to end up before your face,

the state of my heart, the place where we are was written in the stars

Dont be afraid, I'll be right by your side

through the laughter and pain together we're bound to fly

[Bridge]

I wasnt meant to love like this, not without you

[Chorus]

Cause when I look at my life, how the pieces fall into place,

it just wouldnt rhyme (wouldnt rhyme) without you

When I see how my path seems to end up before your face

The state of my heart, the place where we are was written in the stars. x2

We made a few mistakes, like sometimes we do

Been through a lot of hard ways but I made it back to you

[Chorus]

Cause when I look at my life, how the pieces fall into place (into place)

it just wouldnt rhyme (wouldnt rhyme) without you

When I see how my path seems to end up before your face

The state of my heart, the place where we are was written in the stars. x2

The state of my heart, the place where we are was written in the stars...

Horray! I Have My Own Death Note..

See? Ketauan banget ya kalo gw suka ama Death Note. Tau gaseh? Gw tuh baru beberapa bulan suka sama yang namanya Death Note. Telat banget ya? Awal mulanya waktu masih tinggal di Jakarta, diperkenalkan oleh temen-temen gw di kelas X5 SMA Fons Vitae I penyuka komik, khususnya Dewi n Kent. Mereka suka ngomongin tu komik, bahkan si Kent pernah 1 kali dengan bangga ngebawa Death Note bonus dari majalah, n gw sama sekali gak tertarik. Tertarik sih, tapi cuma sama warnanya yang hitam menawan itu, dipadu sama warna putih. Dewi juga pernah sesekali nunjukin fotonya L (Ken Matsuyama), terus dia sempet bilang kalo mukanya L tu percis banget ama temen kelas sebelah. Dan iya, ternyata bener. Gw akuin kalo si L coooooooooooollll bener dah.

Gw kan masang TV kabel Indovision di rumah. Suatu hari, di chanel apa gitu gw lupa, disetel tu film Death Note Live Action yang seri ke 2. Gw awalnya ga 'ngeh' kalo itu film Death Note, pas gw ikut2in, eh gw ngeliat mukanya si L yang waktu itu pernah Dewi tunjukin. Langsung deh gw sadar kalo itu Death Note. Gokil man, semuamua filmnya keren. Gw langsung nelpon Dewi deh, tapi lupa ngemeng apa aja, yang jelas gw langsung nanya2 gitu jalan ceritanya.

Sejak itu, langsung gw kena demam Death Note yang telaaaaaaaaatttt banget dah. Gw beli komiknya, n film Live Action maupun Animasi nya. Gw bawa deh tu komik ke sekolahan, eh slow but sure demamnya malah nular ke temen-temen gw yang laen: Shervia, Abe, n Cha-Cha. Alhasil dipinjem dah tu komik-komik gw. Hahahahahhaa.

Pas pindah ke Malang, suatu hari gw jalan2 sekeluarga ke MaTos (Malang Town Square). Adek gw minta gw nemenin ke toko yang ngejual pernak-pernik koleksi and perhiasan gitu. Gw paling males dah ke toko yang kea gitu. Terus karana gw liat disitu ada miniatur tokoh2 komik, gw iseng nanya ada miniatur tokoh2 Death Note apa kaga ke penjualnya. Dia bilang gak ada, tapi dia ngejual mouse pad, buku Death Note, kalung, boneka Light Yagami, dsb. Duh gw langsung semangat. Gw beli semua dah tu kecuali boneka Light Yagami, mahal cuy, satunya 50rb n gak begitu mirip sama Light. Harga Death Note nya 45rb (bonus pena bulu+big poster nya Light), Harga mouse pad @ 11 rb (gw beli 2 tapi beda gambar), and 28rb buat kalung lambang L+ ada tulisan 'the human whose name is written in this note shall die'. Hell yeah, gw happy banget. Udah gitu gara2 gw belanja mahal-mahal jadi ngedapetin member card toko itu, jadi tiap gw belanja 1 item dapet diskon 10%. Adek gw juga beli pernak-pernik gitu kea cincin and gantungan kunci.

Serunya lagi, pas gw buka Death Note nya, ternyata beberapa lembar udah diisi dengan nama2 orang yang udah dibunuh sama Light. Ada Hanzi nya+tulisan tangan Light. Keren banget gaseh?

Sekian deh cerita gajebo gw, gw kan cuma pengen menyalurkan kebahagiaan tauk! Bweeeee!!!!

Harapan yang Gak Sesuai Harapan

Misalnya nih ya, lo-lo pada lagi punya banyaaaakkk banget masalah-masalah, baik dalam hal keluarga, temen-temen, sekolah, kerjaan, atau apa lah yang lagi menimpa lo. Terus lo pikir tuh bener2-bener gak ada abisnya and lo juga mikir kalo itu semua gak bisa terselesaikan sama sekali. Terus lo berdoa, berdoa, dan berdoaaa terus menerus berdoa supaya tu masalah bakal cepet selesai (pokoknya ngarep-ngarep sm Tuhan supaya entah gimana caranya supaya masalah itu bisa lo tinggalin) and merasa yakin kalo Tuhan YME akan mendengar doa lo itu. Lama kelamaan, semuanya terkabul. Wow, ajaib dan lo ngerasa seneeeeennng banget, terus berkali-kali muji Tuhan. Oh man, sebenernya itu semua bener; lo berdoa, terus dikabulin, trus lo muji Tuhan. Yeah but, gimana kalo doa yang terkabul itu lama-lama gak sesuai harapan lo selama ini? Gimana kalo lo jadi nyesel berharap kayak gitu sama Tuhan dan beranggapan bahwa lebih baik dulu daripada sekarang?

Gw nulis ini sesuai pengalaman pribadi gw, yang sedang dalam masa pemulihan. Gw cuma mau bilang, semua masalah yang kalian kira gak bisa kalian hadapi sendiri itu pasti ada penyelesaiannya, man. Percaya deh, inget kata Tuhan (bagi yg beragama Kristiani) bahwa lo jangan mikirin hari esok deh, coz besok punya kesusahannya sendiri, yang penting lo percayain semua sama Tuhan dan jangan hanya berharap tapi juga usaha dong. Jadi, Tuhan tuh pasti bakal ngasih kita berbagai pencobaan supaya iman kita selalu dapat bertumbuh dalam Dia. Dan lo mesti inget God will never give you anything you can't handle. Nah, gw tekankan lagi kalo kalimat itutuh artinya pasti semuanya bisa kita hadepin, pasti ada penyelesaiannya. Kita nya aja yang mungkin males mikir and bertindak/berusaha and udah desperate deluan. Hahahhahaa.

Berikut gw ngasih tips rada manjur yang bisa kalian tambahin sama pikiran2 positif kalian, pasti bakal manjur banget dah.

Misalkan kalo lo lagi ada dalam banyak masalah:

• Jangan stres duluan. Jangan panik n tetep pikiran lo mesti positif terus. Tanamkan dalem ati kalo lo pasti bisa nyelesein semuanya perlahan tapi pasti. Success comes in 'cans' not 'can'ts'.
• Cintai diri sendiri. Jangan nganggep kalo lo ga mampu ngapa-ngapain. Lo harus hargain ciptaan Tuhan yaitu diri lo sendiri. So jgn mudah putus asa dan lo harus percaya diri.
• Enjoy life, rest and relax. Hidup itu mesti dinikmati. Inget kalo besok punya kesusahannya sendiri dan Tuhan ga bakal ninggalin lo. Jadi lo mesti tetep santai, tapi ga jauh2 dari doa sama Tuhan (tapi jangan nyumpah-nyumpahin orang, atau doa pake kata-kata yang bilang kalo lo ga sanggup) n berusaha. Kalo bisa, cari kegiatan positif yang berhubungan dengan hobi lo.
• Being unlucky is a part of growing up. Usaha lo ga berhasil? Ayo coba lagi. Jangan lari dari masalah. Kegagalan juga keberhasilan yang tertunda.
• The last but not least, kalo lo udah kelanjur berada dalam harapan yang lo pikir membuat hidup lo terasa berat dari sebelumya, sebaiknya jangan menyesal karna lo sendiri yang minta itu. Lo harus inget bagaimanapun, Tuhan ada sama lo n ga ngasih pencobaan yang ngelebihin kekuatan lo. Tetaplah bersyukur lalu, ulangi lagi dari tips yang paling atas. PASTI BISA!

Cuma itu yang bisa gw bagi. Apapun masalahnya, pasti bisa lo hadepin, guys. Love Yourself!